help after seus update my w950 dead

hi 2 all :)

i was having some problems with w950 in writing sms messages
key 5 was not able to write letters(jkl)
only in sms on the internet browser was all ok
so i reset phone to factory settings but same problem continued to bugg me out
so i decide to update phone software with official SEUS soft
all started normal as usual then at the end i was get this (Error : Update Failed)
then i try to switch phone on but only keyboard lights are on and faint dark screen
so i try to update again but now it says my phone have latest soft and cannot be updated :(

3 days i search for answers on various forums
and here i read all topics about w950 but nothing helps
then i found this XS++
and i do not know what to do now
i'm new at this and i don't have any flash files
but i also don't know where to find them
a found various pay sites but i'm don't wanna pay few €
to find out there is no help for my w950
so here is the log maybe someone can tell me what to do next:)

Code:

13:51:10| XS++ v3.1 (Darwin) Ready ! 13:51:26| Executing SEMC Smartphone Operations! 13:51:26| Please hold boot key ('@' or 'C') and connect device... 13:51:56| Master Port detected: COM3 13:51:56| Slave Port detected: COM4 13:51:56| Opening Port! 13:51:56| INIT MASTER...OK! 13:51:56| PHONE INFO SAMPLED...OK! 13:51:56| EPOC APPLET HEADER SENT...OK! 13:51:56| APPLET BODY SENT...OK! 13:51:56| SHUTTING DOWN MASTER...OK! 13:52:38| Did not receive 0x5a. Continuing 13:52:50| Disconnected... Unplug the phone 13:53:19| Executing SEMC Smartphone Operations! 13:53:19| Please hold boot key ('@' or 'C') and connect device... 13:53:23| Master Port detected: COM3 13:53:23| Slave Port detected: COM4 13:53:24| Opening Port! 13:53:24| INIT MASTER...OK! 13:53:24| PHONE INFO SAMPLED...OK! 13:53:24| EPOC APPLET HEADER SENT...OK! 13:53:24| APPLET BODY SENT...OK! 13:53:24| SHUTTING DOWN MASTER...OK! 13:53:26| Baseband ID: 7100 13:53:26| Protocol Version: 3.1 13:53:26| NEW SECURITY PHONE DETECTED! SWITCHING... 13:53:27| Speed set to 460800 13:53:27| 13:53:27| Sending db2000_cid03_prodid_p3b.bin... 13:53:28| Applet ID: 070410 1354 NPACXC125871_DB2000_PRODUCTIONIDLOADER_P3B 13:53:28| This is a PRODUCTION_ID loader 13:53:28| Activating GDFS... 13:53:28| Cannot open GDFS 13:53:28| Activating GDFS... 13:53:28| Cannot open GDFS 13:53:28| Activating GDFS... 13:53:28| Cannot open GDFS 13:53:28| Warning: IMEI name does not match GDFS name (IMEI:W950 GDFS:n/a) 13:53:28| ...using IMEI name 13:53:28| 13:53:28| Profiling EPOC smartphone... 13:53:28| Platform: DB2001 13:53:28| OTP CID: 49 13:53:28| EROM CID: 49 13:53:28| EROM Color: Red 13:53:28| IMEI: 35286301xxxxxx 13:53:28| Phone ID: W950 13:53:28| Part Number: n/a 13:53:28| Phone smartphone version: R2B01 13:53:28| Phone software version: 13:53:28| Processing Unit: 13:53:28| Bluetooth: 13:53:28| Organizer: 13:53:28| CDA: 13:53:28| Activating GDFS... 13:53:28| Cannot open GDFS 13:53:28| Ready for operation!